Recently, I had a confrontation with someone who I used to be very close to. And unexpectedly, right around the same time I discovered a new song that I find myself empathizing with wholeheartedly.
When I listen to this song, sometimes I feel like I'm the singer and then sometimes I feel like I'm the one the song is about. When I first heard it, it made me sad, but as I've listened to it more and more, it's made me realize that life is what you make it. Even though it's only been a week, I feel like had that awkward moment not happened, it would've taken me a lot longer to make this discovery. I wish I could thank the people that would otherwise be considered mistakes or wastes of time to make me and my life what it is today...
As my best friend's birthday approaches, I'm reminded of everything it took for her and I to still be best friends today. This song forces me to evaluate things the way they are now, and even though that seems to have a negative connotation to it, I promise it doesn't. I am so lucky to have a very good relationship with my sister, and two of the best friends anyone could ask for.
Despite everything that happened in the last year or so, I feel like I'm finally finding the way things should've been all along. And I have a feeling that while it's always subject to change, at least I know I have people who will support and understand me, even if it took a song, and a potentially negative moment to realize it.
"Or go on, go on, go on, if you were thinking that the worst is yet to come
Why am I the one always packing up my stuff
For once, for once, for once, I get the feeling that I'm right where I belong
Why am I the one always packing up my stuff"
Why am I the one always packing up my stuff
For once, for once, for once, I get the feeling that I'm right where I belong
Why am I the one always packing up my stuff"
